纯发泄文

好多人不能理解为什么好好的要从学校里面私自换掉去外面的宿舍~~~
可能觉得我好傻...住学校里面宿舍可有多方便，不用早早起，哪里都可以到...
仿佛等待我给出一个他想要，合理和合逻辑的理由
我真的不想再做多解释，因为我好累...
如果我跟你说，我就是贪它够远，怎么样？？？
可能这理由听起来好荒谬！
是的！我就是如此的荒谬！！！！
我真的翻晒白眼...

我记得我小时候跟老师讲过，我想入住竹林里，向往那样生活~~~
现在我想回，为什么单纯的我当初会那样说？现在我大概懂，可能因为平静。
因为学校外的宿舍够平静。（学校外的宿舍有巴士提供去院校的啦）
房间是我待最长时间的地方，我希望它的环境能让我身心得到充分的休息。

听到最多就是不方便，要早起，真的很想说then y dont u stay in lecture hall?confirm will not late de loh....（我懂这样说很坏，真的纯粹气话啦！）

我尊重你们的选择，请你也尊重我这（看似）很荒谬的选择。

当我做抉择时，不是没有用脑想过的，真的考虑了很久。所以，请你也尊重我这（看似）很荒谬的选择。

[发泄完毕]

Junsu’s “Love is Like a Snowflake”

I smile again like I did yesterday
I hide it as if nothing happened
Without permission, I looked into your heart
I guess it’s my part to take your heart
Now I want to have you

Have you ever loved to death?
Just once, just once, please look back
I cry out and call you but it doesn’t reach you
I love you, I love you
Words I repeat by myself
I love you

I try to live each day well
So that I can endure through little by little
Because without you, there is no tomorrow
There is no hope, just like today
Now I want you

The sad longing builds up
It feels like my breath will stop
I follow the faint light
And now I go to you

Love comes like snowflakes
I hold out my hand to catch it but it always melts
From the moment I first saw you, it was always you
I take one step and again another step
Because to me, it needs to be only you

ps:tis is the ost from song jong ki's drama <nice guy>,but it is so nice just listen as a song...i love the way xia junsu singing tis song....i can feel it is so hurt.....last paragraph,like...

loving someone

love comes like snowflakes
I hold out my hand to catch it but it always melts
-<Love is Like a Snowflake>

when u get into some one,u may think of him or her everyday..
thinking the time spent together..
u waiting him/her wif full patient....

tat was me,but now no more...
im sei lou lui no more, even though get into some one now...

too tired to think of him....
too tired to recall the time tat u spend wif him....
im just too tired waiting a love tat might not respond...

i tried wif all of my pride,but im just an ordinary girl...

it is just too tired...i choose to leave as a stranger,just like v nvr met bfore....
just let me go...y dont u?

loving like tis,i prefer stay alone by myself,wif all my kpop idol and drama..
they are not real,nvr come out from the monitor but it doesn't hurt.....

leave doesn't mean dont love,just bcoz love too much.

ps: a little fever when writing tis...raving...