mid term

这两个星期一直在mid term....大学的mid term我比读diploma时更紧张mid term....
我的心情，我的表情，我的动作，没有一个刻不严肃过，也少说话了.....
因为我不想重蹈覆辙，diploma时，我知道我自己是在0吾0爹0吾吊.....
那时成绩都是刚刚好...侥幸的...真的是很侥幸.....
直到diploma last sem,才顿悟....但，太迟了....
可能现在只是想ni补过往的错误...
但是，我真的很认真看待mid term....
唯一想的是考好成绩......
但是，就是因为这样的想法，带给自己无形的压力.....只差失眠....

一个假期

edi half sem at here.....in uum....

although i onli half sem at here....but i had saw how much real of human being and dilemma...

well,i dont touch it here.....know in heart edi more than enuff.....

after a break,i feel onli wan concentrate in academic at uum...

study far away from home,feel bad every time comeback uum from home....

good in study is the onli thing i wan bring back.....mayb i can bring back....

but,since i edi join for next sem event....still hav to do it good.....

n many ppl is in a relationship when they study in university.....

if u ask me''how about u,dont u feel wanna in a relationship..?''

hmmmm......actually i got tired or mayb lazy in love stuff....

lazy to jealous,lazy to argue,lazy to date.....

wat love suppose to be?

it is not onli about between two ppl stuff...coz u cant escape from real life even u're in love..

''A healthy relationship is one in which two people encourage each other to reach their respective goals while sharing each other’s hopes and dreams. A relationship should be a source of inspiration, invigoration and hope.''

(http://www.ikedaquotes.org/love-marriage/love-marriage325)

tat is wat i wan....but,not much ppl gets it as well......

 so,sometime i feel it is better to be a single lady.....

FREEDOM all the time,can do watever i wan,can go wherever i wan...

or i saw a post in fb yesterday...

''獅子.天蠍★選擇單身的理由：過去陰影太多
比如曾經狠狠被劈腿過.現在還在復原中.這個康復期一拖可能就拖過拉警報的一個年齡了''

mayb tat is y i choose to b a single....

ok.....gonna stop here...wanna study for mid term.....study for future,for myself....

bye....^^